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Foreshadowings

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Henry Kendall
FIFTEEN miles and then the harbour! Here we cannot choose but stand,Faces thrust towards the day-break, listening for our native land!Close-reefed topsails shuddering over, straining down the groaning mast;For a tempest cleaves the darkness, hissing, howling, shrieking past!Lo! the air is flecked with stormbirds, and their melancholy wailLends a tone of deeper pathos to the melancholy gale!Whilst away they wheel to leeward, leaving in their rapid flightWind and water grappling wildly through the watches of the night.
Yesterday we both were happy; but my soul is filled with change,And I’m sad, my gallant comrade, with foreshadowings vague and strange!Dear old place, are we so near you? Like to one that speaks in sleep,I’m talking, thinking wildly o’er this moaning, maddened deep!Much it makes me marvel, brother, that such thoughts should linger nighNow we know what shore is hidden somewhere in that misty sky!Oh! I even fear to see it; and I’ve never felt so lowSince we turned our faces from it, seven weary years ago.
Have you faith at all in omens? Fits of passion I have knownWhen it seemed in crowded towns as if I walked the Earth alone!And amongst my comrades often, o’er the lucent, laughing sea,I have felt like one that drifteth on a dark and dangerous lee!As a man who, crossing waters underneath a moony night,Knows there will be gloomy weather if a cloudrack bounds the light,So I hold, when Life is splendid, and our hopes are new and warm,We can sometimes, looking forward, see the shade and feel the storm.
When you called me I was dreaming that this thunder raged no more,And we travelled, both together, on a calm, delightful shore;That we went along rejoicing, for I thought I heard you say,“Now we soon shall see them, brother—now our fears have passed away!”Pleasant were those deep green wild-woods; and we hurried, like a breeze,Till I saw a distant opening through the porches of the trees;And our village faintly gleaming past the forest and the stream;But we wandered sadly through it with the Spirit of my Dream.
Why was our delight so fickle? Was it well while there to mourn;When the loved—the loving, crowding, came to welcome our return?In my vision, once so glorious, did we find that aught was changed;Or that ONE whom WE remembered was forgotten or estranged?Through a mist of many voices, listening for sweet accents fled,Heard we hints of lost affection, or of gentle faces dead?No! but on the quiet dreamscape came a darkness like a pallAnd a ghostly shadow, brother, fell and rested over all.
Talking thus my friend I fronted, and in trustful tones he spake—“I have long been waiting, watching here to see the morning break;Now behold the bright fulfilment! Did my Spirit yearn in vain;And amidst this holy splendour can a moody heart remain?Let them pass, those wayward fancies! Waking thoughts return with sleep;And they mingle strangely sometimes, while we lie in slumber deep;But, believe me, dreams are nothing. If unto His creatures weakGod should whisper of the Future, not in riddles will He speak.”
Since he answered I have rested, for his brave words fell like balm;And we reached the land in daylight, and the tempest died in calm;Though the sounds of gusty fragments of a faint and broken breezeStill went gliding with the runnels, gurgling down the spangled leas!So we turned and travelled onward, till we rested at a placeWhere a Vision fell about us, sunned with many a lovely face;Then we heard low silvery voices; and I knelt upon the shore—Knelt and whispered, “God I thank Thee! and will wander never more.”

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Thomas Henry Kendall was a nineteenth century Australian poet.

Biography

Kendall was born near Ulladulla, New South Wales. He was registered as Thomas Henry Kendall, but never appears to have used his first name. His three volumes of verse were all published under the name of "Henry Kendall". His father, Basil Kendall, was the son of the Rev. Thomas Kendall who came to Sydney in 1809 and five years later went as a missionary to New Zealand.
He received only a slight education. When he was 15 he went to sea with one of his uncles and was away for about two years. Returning to Sydney when 17 years old he found his mother keeping a boarding-school; it was necessary that he should do something to earn a living, and he became a shop-assistant. He had begun to write verses and this brought him in contact with two well-known verse writers of the day, Joseph Sheridan Moore who published a volume of verse, Spring Life Lyrics, in 1864, and James Lionel Michael. Michael, who was a solicitor, took Kendall into his office and gave him the run of his library. He removed to Grafton in 1861 and Kendall was again employed by him for about six months during the following year.
Kendall made another friend in Henry Parkes, who was editing The Empire from 1850 to 1857 and published a few of his youthful verses. In 1862 he sent some poems to the London Athenaeum which printed three of them and gave the author kindly praise. In the same year his first volume, Poems and Songs, was published at Sydney. It was well received and eventually the whole edition of 500 copies was sold. Representations were made to the government, and in 1863 a position was found for the poet in the lands department. He was transferred to the colonial secretary's department in 1864 and appears to have discharged his duties in a conscientious way; his hours were not long and he had some leisure for literature. His salary, originally £150 a year, became increased to £250 and he was able to make a home for his mother and sisters.
In 1868 he married Charlotte Rutter, the daughter of a Sydney physician, and in the following year resigned from his position in the government service and went to Melbourne, which had become a larger city than Sydney and more of a literary centre. Kendall's decision to give up his position must at the time have seemed very unwise. But he had become financially embarrassed before his marriage on account of the extravagance of his family, and his wife found it impossible to live with his mother who had joined the young couple. The elder Mrs Kendall was in fact practically a dipsomaniac, and the poet felt that the only chance of happiness for himself and his wife was to make a fresh start in another city. He was well received by his fellow writers, George Gordon McCrae, Marcus Clarke, Adam Lindsay Gordon and others, but Kendall had none of the qualities of a successful journalist, though some of his work was accepted by the press and George Robertson published his second volume, Leaves from Australian Forests, soon after his arrival. The poem 'Bell-Birds', one of Australia's best-known poems, was published in that volume. The press notices were favourable, one reviewer in his enthusiasm going so far as to say that "Swinburne, Arnold and Morris are indulgently treated if we allow them an equal measure of poetic feeling with Kendall", but comparatively few copies were sold and the publisher made a loss.
The poet found that he could not make a living by literature and, probably by the good offices of George Gordon McCrae, a temporary position was found for him in the government statist's office. Kendall, however, had no head for figures. He did his best but found his tasks hopeless. One day McCrae was called out into the passage to see Kendall, an agitated, trembling figure who told him he must go, he could not stand it any longer. Years later Henry Lawson was to write
"Just as in Southern climes they give
The hard-up rhymer figures!"
Kendall had indeed lost heart; he drifted into drinking and Alexander Sutherland in his essay draws a lurid picture of the depths into which the poet had fallen. It is true that he had the authority of Kendall's poem "On a Street", but years afterwards George Gordon McCrae told the present writer that Kendall "made the worst of everything including himself". McCrae had no doubt about Kendall having at times given way to excessive drinking, but stated positively that he had never actually seen him the worse for drink. McCrae was a good friend to Kendall and he had many other friends in spite of his retiring and sensitive nature. But his friends could not save him from himself, and his two years in Melbourne were among the most miserable of his life. A pathetic letter is still in existence, in which Kendall tells McCrae that he could not go to Gordon's funeral because he was penniless. In December 1870 he was charged with forging and uttering a cheque but found not guilty on the ground of insanity. Unable to support his family, he was forced back to Sydney by poverty, ill health and drunkenness. Intervals of dogged literary effort alternated with lapses into melancholia. His wife had to return to her mother and Kendall became a derelict; in early 1873 he spent four months in the Gladesville Hospital for the Insane.In 1873 Kendall was taken in by the Fagan brothers, timber merchants near Gosford, and was afterwards given a position in the business of one of the brothers, Michael Fagan, at Camden Haven. There he stayed six years and found again his self respect. Writing in October 1880 to George Gordon McCrae he said, referring to his employer, "I want you to know the bearer. He is the man who led me out of Gethsemane and set me in the sunshine".
In 1880 he published his third volume, Songs from the Mountains. The volume contained a satirical poem on a politician of the day and had to be withdrawn under threat of a libel action. The original edition is now very rare, but the volume, reissued with another poem substituted, sold well and the poet made a profit of about £80 from it. In 1881 his old friend Sir Henry Parkes had him appointed inspector of state forests at a salary of £500 a year. But his health, never strong, broke down, he caught a severe chill, developed consumption, and died at Redfern in Sydney on 1 August 1882. He was buried in Waverley Cemetery.
His widow survived him for more than 40 years, and during the last sixteen years of her life received a Commonwealth Literary Fund pension. A posthumous portrait was painted by Tom Roberts is at the National Library of Australia, Canberra. In 1938 his son, Frederick C. Kendall published Henry Kendall, His Later Years, self-described as "A Refutation of Mrs Hamilton-Grey's book Kendall Our God-made Chief".
In 1886 a memorial edition of his poems was published at Melbourne. The small village of Kendall on the Mid North Coast of New South Wales is named after him and not, as some suspect, after the similarly-spelled ancient town of Kendal in the County of Cumbria in England. A street in Elwood, Victoria was also named after him. A street in Campbelltown, Padstow Heights and Heathcote in New South Wales were also named after him.
The biannual Henry Kendall Poetry Award has been won by poets Louise Oxley, Judy Johnson, Andrew Slattery and Joan Kerr.

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